Let’s talk about sex after divorce. I know this woman who has been divorced for a couple of years and recently began dating. She is in her 50’s and has two children.
The first date she had was a flop-no attraction on either side. The second guy she went out with, she found out was married and cheating. And the third guy she went on a date with talked badly about his ex-wife for the whole date, so that was a turnoff. Buy-bye.
So a couple weeks later, she meets this guy in a bar and they instantly hit it off. They have gone out twice, and the sparks are flying. I ran into her recently and she says to me, “I’m terrified because I know we are going to have sex next time we go out.”
Ummm….huh? How can a person use the words terrifying and sex in the same sentence? In other words, shouldn’t she be excited? She seems happy and giddy, her darkness and loneliness has surely dissipated and that wonderful, surprising feeling of being alive again is ever present. Right?? Sort of.
Along with her elation, this woman told me that she is afraid that when the guy sees her 50 something body, he won’t like it. She said, “He really seems crazy about me. Will he still feel the same way after he sees me naked?”
This woman is not alone in her fear of being naked after 50 and having sex after divorce. So many women I know (including myself) experienced that same fear, and for a variety of reasons that range from body image to fear of intimacy and more.
Let’s start with the physical aspect. This woman is not skinny. She has always struggled with weight issues, but in the past few years has lost a significant amount of weight. I would describe her as strong and bold, but also curvy and sexy. Very attractive person, in general.
But, in her mind, she is still (and always will be) 50 pounds overweight. No matter if she became a size 4, I think that “I’m fat” mindset will always be there, and I don’t think she is unique in this scenario.
I am someone who has struggled with weight my entire adult life and I can say that even during times in my life when looking back I felt very confident in my body, it was still never good enough. I was always worried about gaining the weight back, or thinking I needed to still lose more, or feeling like could always look better if I just lost a few more pounds.
We can thank magazines, airbrushing, all the Hollywood people who have personal chefs and trainers, and a national obsession with looking physically perfect for this mindset that most of us have. But, I also think women have to take some responsibility to change how we see ourselves. That starts with appreciating what we have, focusing on health versus the number on the scale, and realizing that how we feel is so much more important than how we look.
Women over 50, even women who are happy with their weight are concerned by things associated with aging, such as cellulite, sagging skin, varicose veins, etc. and so this can cause a fear of being naked with someone and having sex after divorce. Think about it, even if you didn’t have the best marriage, your ex knew what your body looked like already, so that was out of the way. He had seen you. And, when the two of you started having sex, you were probably young, and didn’t have these things.
There are many reasons why women should not fear being naked and having sex after divorce. Let’s talk for a minute about what the guy might be thinking. First of all, he is over 50, so chances are he’s not dating 25 year olds. I mean, some men that age are, but if they are, then they aren’t going out with you.
What I’m trying to say is, if you are a woman over 50 dating guys over 50, then you’re on a level playing field because the guys are dating and having sex with women who are the same age. And, they have seen the bodies of older women. So, they aren’t expecting Nicole Kidman.
Also, think about this. Is the guy you’re dating who is over 50 a Brad Pitt double? Probably not. He probably has some “elbs” to lose too.
Here’s an important story that will help your fear of sex after divorce. I got an email from a guy who was dating a divorced woman, and when their clothes came off after a few dates, he said he thought she was absolutely beautiful. He said that she was a bit overweight and over 50, but that didn’t even faze him. He said he was very attracted to her, that he enjoyed kissing her, and just wanted to make her happy, and he wanted her to enjoy herself, as well.
He said the problem was, she was so self-conscious and uncomfortable, that it made things awkward and the sex was bad. He tried to tell her repeatedly how beautiful he thought she was, but she just couldn’t get comfortable. In the end, he said he felt badly, but he had to end the relationship, because she just seemed too uptight and uncomfortable.
The bottom line is, just as we like men to be vulnerable, they want us to be vulnerable as well. They want a woman who is confident and who likes herself-ALL of herself. They don’t care about saggy boobs, they care about a young heart, enthusiasm, and a loving, caring persona. In fact, many men I know feel intimidated if a woman’s physique is too perfect, and a lot better than theirs.
I do want to say, if you are unhappy about the way you look, do something about it. I don’t mean get liposuction and a tummy tuck, but rather, take steps to nurture your body with healthy food and exercise, relax your mind via yoga or meditation, and do things that will make you love yourself-volunteer, help others, engage in acts of kindness. These things will help your insides help how you feel on the outside.
I’ll give you a good example. A few weeks ago, I got on the scale and almost had a heart attack. How could I have gained this much weight?? I went on Weight Watchers that day and I have lost 9 pounds so far. I feel amazing, but here’s the key. I felt amazing-just as good as I do now around day 4. Just knowing I was committed to eating healthy made me feel like I had already lost the weight. And that confidence came through to others.
Here’s the thing about sex. Sex is a way for a couple to connect on a deep, meaningful level. It’s about intimacy and knowing and appreciating and enjoying things about your partner that no one else gets to do. It’s about cuddling and holding and feeling warmth and love and closeness. It’s about feeling deeply loved. What sex over 50 IS NOT is about a flat tummy or six-pack abs. When you’re with the right person, he makes you feel like you are young and beautiful and sexy.
Remember, if someone truly loves and adores you, he will love and adore you with and without your clothes on. In fact, he will love you MORE, after the sex, as sex connects people on a deeper level. And, if he doesn’t, then he isn’t the one. I know it is really scary to put yourself out there-especially naked, but life is about taking chances, learning from the past, and having faith that things will work out the way they were meant to work out.
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